Singing
What do I know of God but that each winter
I thank him for it? No spider webs
snagged in the
bluestem, no horseflies at rest
in cones of henbit, no slug trails penned
to the cooled hoods of cars. We are creatures
all,
stillborn to the language of split pine rails
standing in their pickets, ice glazed to bone
in every rut,
the stealth tracks of jays a sleepless
ideography in the snow. But we are not
entirely alone between the mountain
ranges,
in these hours condemned to darkness
before the sun gyres open the face of February
and the red flare
of Mars grows dim.
Just outside my door, the burr oak is wintered
full of grackles— hundreds of coin-
eyed
scuttles ornamenting its branches. Here,
my breath plumes gray. In the distance,
brush catches fire. The wind, if
you watch,
is calligraphy; the stars in winter,
a weightlessness. The grackles are doors,
rasping their flight
plans limb to limb.
The grackles are doors, some limned with light,
others black. Rising, my arms have long
been
open. Stepping across these thresholds,
I step across these thresholds. Singing, I sing.